Thoughts that go through my head at night......

First and foremost, my fellow Internetians, I know that the thoughts I'm about to share with you are probably ridiculous! And for the most part, they make me sound crazy!

But here goes..........

Internet, I have a RIDICULOUS fear of the stomach bug.

And I know that by putting it out there, I'm probably jinxing my whole family. But perhaps by going ahead and putting it out there, maybe, just one of you........might tell me I'm not alone.

Thomas Trouble has been waking up at night again. And after we let him in our bed or I go into his bed with him............I can't go back to sleep.

Last night he woke up around 2:30 or 3:30, not totally sure, and he told us he was cold. My initial though.......he's got a fever, he's going to throw up! (Last time the bug hit, I was freezing and couldn't get warm until I threw up.........wicked fever!) You see, it makes sense in my head! Forget the fact that maybe he was cold because some how he became uncovered. Nope, those thoughts don't go through my head! So after letting him in my bed, the whole "he might get sick thing" goes through my head. Some times the thoughts are so bad I get all worked up and go sleep on the couch because I don't want to be puked on!

This wasn't just last night. It's usually about once a week.

Seriously. I know it's messed up.

I feel better after sharing that with you though!

(crawling back in my cave now.)